I wish I could express in words how much this boy means to me. What an amazing experience it is to be a mommy, and to have my little bud have so much faith and trust in me everyday. He makes me want to better myself daily. One day when he reads this I want him to know how much he has helped me get through a few very long semesters (i track my life in semesters these days). We are buds, and he makes me smile and keep going through hard times. I love him more than words can say. I'm seeing more and more of Brock is Cohen everyday. What an amazing role-model Cohen has is his life. His daddy. He loves his daddy. I think I may love his daddy a bit more. He gave me Cohen. I'm married to the best man in this world. Week after week we realized how meant to be we are for each other. We lift each other up, and learned from each other constantly. I hope Brock and I can be the parents our Heavenly Father would have us be. At times I get a feeling of inadequacy with the life long calling as a mother. But, that feeling only lasts a moment. I then am filled with comfort, and I know everything will work out just fine. I wouldn't change the place I am in my life for any amount of money. And I truly believe it is only because of a few things in my life: my two amazing boys, the gospel of Jesus Christ, and loving supportive family. What more could a mommy ask for!I AM SO BLESSED.
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Amen to all of that. And I LOVE Cohen's little mohawk!!! We would love to come to a play group--we're always looking for excuses to come to Provo :) and I'm always looking for excuses to be around sweet little babies!
YOU are such a good mommy too (along with Brock being a good daddy). I am proud of you and I'm not even a parent...let alone your parents and Heavenly Father most of all. Thanks for your example and testimony...I am SO excited to be a mommy too!! 27 days...
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